Thursday November 10th 2011 - 12:13am
I resent the fact that you expect me to know how to help when given no source of guidance. I cannot read your mind. I cannot change the way you feel if you are not willing to take my advice. I cannot give you sound advice when I am probably more fucked up than you are. I cannot take my own advice so I have absolutely no right to feel resentful when you do not want to take it yourself. I resent the fact that I am not able to help you with no source of guidance. I resent that I am not able read your mind, or even your face valued emotions. I resent that I am not able change the way you feel. I resent that I cannot give you advice worth taking in your books. I resent that I am not able take away all the pain you are feeling and harbor it within my own heart. I wish more than anything that I could. I resent watching you hurt. In an instant I would take your heartache and shelter it within my own confines and I promise if that was the case I would make sure, with everything I have, that you never have to catch glimpse those emotions again. I would erase it all if I could. I want nothing more than for you to be happy. With or without me. The ball is in your court my friend.
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