January 2012
12 posts
anotheractivist asked: Hey, I totally meant to publish your question sorry about that, stupid tumblr being stupid.
Going to leave this here..feel free to partake :)
Personal
1-How are you? 2-Post a picture of yourself. 3-Do you ever wish you were someone else? 4-What is your entire name? 5-How old are you? 6-Age you get mistaken for: 7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: 8-What did you do on your last birthday? 9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next...
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Two Crown King - Holy Cola.
Tuesday January 17th - 5:51pm.
Have you ever sat in front of a mirror and analyzed your being, picking yourself apart or is it just me? I paint the same picture in the mirror every morning and try to name it beautiful but somehow the name never sticks. There are so many things about myself, physically and characteristically, that I would like to alter, some unchangeable, others obtainable. Baby...
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there is literally no way out..but out.
Thursday January 5th, 2012 - 11:14pm
I just want to know that you care. I want to know that all my efforts were not wasted or swept aside. I need to know that you are thinking about me too and that I’m not the only one going absolutely bat shit crazy. I miss you, and I doubt you can say the same for me.
Wednesday january 4th, 2012 - 10:42am.
I just got a wake up call about fifteen minutes ago, an hour before I needed to get up. Usually I would be upset about this, if the call hadn’t been my best friend telling me he won the trip to Jamaica! Best news I’ve heard in a long time. At the end of April, I will be tanning on a hot beach, drunker than I’ve ever been in my entire life,...
Shake Me Down - Cage The Elephant
“In my...
Monday Jan 2nd, 2012 - 10:58pm.
I am going absolutely stir crazy. I am not used to having this much spare time on my hands and don’t know what to do with myself. I’ve been fairly successful with occupying my time today thus far but have run out of things to do. How am I going to make it through my third day in a row off tomorrow, ugh.
Monday Jan 2, 2012 - 11:23am.
I know I’ve been writing about wanting to write more frequently. And I truly do. However, I’m a little hesitant to do so for the fear of sounding redundant. As of late, I’ve been in the same mind set, with the same stresses and the same heartaches that I cannot seem to shake. But then again, this is my blog, this is for me and I really don’t...
December 2011
18 posts
Tuesday Dec 27th 2011- 3:06pm.
The thing about regret is, if given the opportunity to go back and change certain situations, I’m not at all positive I would. I find myself sitting here, thinking about you, and can’t help but feel the sting of regret. Not regret for falling for you, or for the times we’ve spent together, but for the way this situation turned out. I feel as if had...
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“running over the same old ground, what have we found? the same old fears..wish...”
– Pink Floyd
December 22, 2011 - 2:48 pm.
If karma really exists, then I would like to know all the things I have done in my life to deserve the shitty things this world keeps dumping on me. I’ve tried my hardest to be there for people, to be loving, giving, non judgmental..I’ve sold myself short, thrown my self respect, my self-worth to the wind in order to give. I’ve asked for...
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“Sometimes I wonder how I got to be this person. You have a version, in your head...”
– The High Cost of Living
I’ve lost my best friend, and the boy I love.
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“To think, a sweater, is made entirely of knots. My stomach could clothe a...”
– Andrea Gibson
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“If you were to press your heart close up against somebody else’s heart...”
– Andrea Gibson (via atomiclanterns)
Friday December 9th - 7:41pm.
My life is starting to feel awfully monogamous as of late. In the past few months I’ve been completely fine with said fact but as my weeks quickly slip away and I find myself having nothing to show for them I start to feel extreme anxiety. What am I doing? I’m tired of routine, I need excitement, change of scenery. It doesn’t help the fact that I...
titled untitled.
I was planning on doing some serious blogging tonight, but now the urge has escaped me. Go figures, right? Instead I am going to attempt some z’s and if all else fails, blaze until I pass the fuck out. Maybe you’ll hear from me tomorrow, maybe you won’t. PEACE.
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Hot Water Music - Bleeder (Alkaline Trio Cover)
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November 2011
25 posts
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super relevant to my life right now..
A Wish - Gregory and the Hawk.
“I wish to feel smaller under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth every time you speak.
I’m thinkin’ about how you care half as much for me while I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep…
And I guess it doesn’t matter what I say or what I see, you stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the...
feeling rather nostalgic today.
Molly blooms just got a hell of a lot more classy.
what’s up dresses and suits.
dialout asked: OH SHIT, LURKED. I post bums and stuff. Sup. Miss you K-rad.
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“so don’t mind the ashes, they’re just evidence of how brightly I can...”
– Alysia Harris
hypocrisy at its finest but..
I feel as though the source of a lot of people’s problems is their support. I find most people just need a cold hard reality check, someone to tell them “stop talking and for god sakes start fucking doing”. a lot of people need to man up, realize their being lazy fucks or are clearly on the wrong path. it’s a hard, cruel world we live in and it’s up to us to make what...
I feel nauseous..
can’t decide if it’s from these awful thoughts I’ve been thinking or I’m just still hungover. I’m betting on a combination of the two.
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I blame myself for being too much like somebody else. I never thought I would just bend this way..
Thursday November 10th 2011 - 12:13am
I resent the fact that you expect me to know how to help when given no source of guidance. I cannot read your mind. I cannot change the way you feel if you are not willing to take my advice. I cannot give you sound advice when I am probably more fucked up than you are. I cannot take my own advice so I have absolutely no right to feel resentful when you do not...
Wednesday November 9th 2011 - 11:39pm
I feel nothing. I feel everything. I don’t know. I am numb. I am not. What am I.
I have no motivation. I don’t even have motivation to write about my lack of motivation. I just don’t care. I feel absolutely nothing but numbness and slight pity towards what I call my life. I’ve written about this before, I know. I keep hoping that with every word I spit from...
